“I said where you been? He said ask anything”
“I’ve been calling for years and years and years and you never left me no messages, you never send me no letters, you got some kind of nerve taking all I want”
It’s been years since I can’t remember when all these started. For all the rage and the anger and frustration, all carelessly spoken denies and those who were spoken out of heart. All those years, I’ve grown from a sincere believer to a cynic. I even couldn’t remember how come I got to have that kind of faith back then. It was a strong one, yet unfortunately circumstances happened.
‘Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart and you will find rest for your souls. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light’, you said. Yet I was left alone for years that made me arrive to the point where I believe those sentences were merely lies.
I bet you don’t know how weary I was and I am. Or worse, perhaps you knew it all along but decided to do nothing.
“Where were you when everything was falling apart? All my days spent by the telephone that never rang and all I needed was a call that never came”
All these times I just want to be proven wrong. I want you to come show me that you do exist. Not on just some ancient scriptures which changed over time or changed for the sake of political propaganda. Show me that you do exist, in real world, not only on the mind or heart of some people who have been privileged by faith I may never have.
Show me that you exist, prove me wrong. Prove my statement that denies any of your existence is wrong. Come to me, tell me that you are here all along and always been here.
“Why’d you have to wait, to find me?”